“Do I still WANT a Baby?” When the yearning wanes…

The LAST Thing I’ll Ever Say About TTC

Final Clearing Ceremony can be accessed HERE.

What’s (Self) Love Got To Do With It?

Anyone remember that 1980’s Tina Turner song I borrowed for the title? Well, I’m talking about SELF-LOVE. And the first day of Spring is a GREAT time to make this a SEASON of SELF-LOVE.

One of the things I started noticing early-on doing personal readings was how often the spirit babies brought up the topic of self-love. They talked about it so much I made two videos about it available for purchase. And wouldn’t you know, those two videos are the two that sell the least.

I get it. What’s Self-Love got to do with calling in our spirit babies, right? Turns out…EVERYTHING.

In fact Self-Love is the most important aspect of ANY spiritual journey. If we don’t love ourselves unconditionally, we certainly can’t love our children that way (and it’s really important to them that we do, for the most elevated relationships based on spiritual harmony). And perhaps most importantly, if we don’t love ourselves unconditionally we can’t understand the absolute LOVE that the Divine has for us (yup, our connection to the Divine is even more important than the connection with our spirit babies…just ask them yourself!).

Self-Love is what makes us decide to STOP old, frustrating patterns.

Self-Love is what makes us declare the releasing and forgiving of ALL karmic debts.

Self-Love is what makes us understand that we deserve EVERYTHING our hearts tell us is ours.

and Self-Love is what makes us call in a new way of being, a TRUE way of being…in partnership with the Divine AND our children.

So today, on this first day of Spring AND a full moon (which can be more than intense ya’ll!) I’m gifting everyone with my Self-Love videos Part 1 and 2. This is a Divine Directive given to me upon waking (title of the post and all!) and my wish is that the info in these videos helps at least one person open up to TRUE, ALL-INCLUSIVE Self-Love. When WE become our safest place to rest…well…I’m breathing a sigh of relief just thinking about it.

I love you. Happy Spring of Self-Love.

P.S. * In Video One please note that there is some audio trouble for the first 1:12 minutes/seconds. In this muffled intro, I’m mostly talking about the role YOU have as a New Earth parent ~ how we have to unlearn all we’ve been conditioned to believe in to first believe in ourselves and LOVE ourselves. It’s only when we can first love ourselves unconditionally that we can love another (including our children) unconditionally. All children are born with this seed of unconditional love…and it’s time for us to let that seed within us grow.*

Spirit Baby Wisdom on Self Love Part 1

Spirit Baby Wisdom on Self Love Part 2

Divine Rewiring in Process/ONE Golden Egg

Belle’s Story: ONE Golden Egg

Dearest Kate,

I did your Divine Mother Activation last year when I was going through my first Natural Cycle IVF. I have been following along your blog for a few years now, read your book and watched plenty of your videos and activations. Despite others trying to warn me of my eventual failure to become a mum, to help me not get my hopes up, I always 100 percent believed my baby was real and coming. That belief never wavered.

After 8 years of calling him in, my spirit baby told me in a dream he wanted to be born through natural cycle or minimal cycle IVF – a previous absolute no go for me, an unexplored option.

So many synchronistic events played out for that first IVF cycle. It was as if a magic carpet had directed me to every destination. I was surrounded and supported by absolute magic.

I was doing the DMA at the time and everything felt aligned. You can imagine my crushing heartache when that cycle failed to produce any fertilised eggs. I didn’t even have the chance to hold an embryo in my body. I was devastated.

In the process of that first cycle I wanted to approach IVF with joy, wonder, love and gratitude. I wanted to welcome the medication into my body with grace, gratitude and magic. A miracle meeting of science and spirit coming together. I wanted to honour and love every moment. I wanted to let go of all the stories I had chosen to believe about IVF. I realised my babies final gift to me was to help me let go of dogma and old beliefs I was carrying about IVF.

I began looking for an online program, a meditation series where I could welcome the magic of the medication, direct my body to select the most adventurous and healthy eggs. I wanted to talk to my ovaries, pituitary gland my whole endocrine system and share what was happening.

This program didn’t exist. So I created it.

After creating all this and sharing the magic with my soul for the first cycle not to work I was like WTF universe. I FUCKING HATE YOU.

The gifts of that cycle not working was the depth of absolute grief I experienced. I was completely blindsided by that grief. The grief slapped me back to 3D reality instantly, It also teleported me to a place of magic. The meditation series I created would have been missing a crucial layer of depth had I conceived the first time. That grief was a tremendous gift, a spiritual package of raw downloads to help thousands upon thousands of women who are yet to undertake the journey. Papas too.

Before cycle number 2 I had a dream. I was with my spirit baby and we were in my ovaries. Millions of eggs were swaying and my little boy who was holding my hand yelled out who wants to be me. All the eggs parted and bowed to one golden egg which raised up from the rest. The egg was encased in a gorgeous box and a goddess walked the egg down and handed the box to my little boy who beamed at it with love and gratitude.

Fast forward to cycle 2

Cycle number 2 resulted in one fertilised egg. ONE GOLDEN EGG. The fertility clinic were very negative about going through all that and only having one egg. But I knew it wasn’t just any old egg.

That one golden egg was transferred into my womb.

And tadah – just like that after 8 years I am pregnant for the very first time.

I bow to your magic dear Kate, I bow to your work, I bow to your service and commitment to the new earth mamas and children.

Deep love to you sister.

With love and blessings




Dear High Priestess, If you’ve yet to be ACTIVATED by the Divine Mother, this is the perfect time to allow you’re inner REWIRING. See you there.